Yups....as the title says...packing up!! Firstly, i am packing up for the year. Finishing all my important stuff before going for holidays! Secondly....kekeke....packing up for my Indonesia trip!!

Today has been quite good, meeting customers after a year of absence. Also, were able to deliver a car to our customer. Generally business is allrite!

Praise the lord for keeping his promises to me. I need to keep mine as well.Coz, it is disrespectful if i did not. Read a couple of books lately, such as "Praying That Receives Answers" by E.M Bounds and "God Is In The Small Stuff" by Bruce & Stan. For a servant like me who is without spiritual guidance throughout my life up to now...the books that i read are great! Just started on "God Is In The Hard Stuff" also by Bruce and Stan....looks good so far.

I think thats all for today, have been bz lately, hence i apologize as i did not have the time to update journal consistently. Will try harder next time....

All Mighty Father, i praise you for the peace of mind and heart that you have given me. I hope that this peace will be with me always. I worship you for the faith and confidence that you have given me in you. I have a feeling that my prayers will be answered.....but as a servant of yours i would be too cocky if i would say that my prayers will be definitely answered by you. Of course, a servant like me can only pray for miracles....and can only hope the miracles will happen or be granted upon me. As what i read in books, miracles will happen if you pray,ask and believe in it. However, as a servant, there is always a sense of fear that the miracles will not happen.Thats why lord i am praying to u without ceasing to ask for this particular miracle to be granted to me. Please show me signs that my prayers are answered. Help me my lord. Show your unconditional love towards me. Thank you my lord, in your name AMEN!

Just got home (3.55 am), went to my good friend's house. Met Shoaib and wife together with an old fren, Shafie. Talk about stuff....health,family,religion....etc.

Had a simple dinner with family. Had some noodles with roasted chicken. Both my grandma and grandaunt is here. Tommorrow, we are going for a family lunch with my uncle's family.

Got a few christmas messages. Did a message for Mr Loong, a long lost fren. Was not in contact with him....even up till today. I suppose we are not in talking terms as we had our differences. Even then, i thought it was right to give him a christmas message. Hopefully, one day we are able to put our differences aside and have a drink together.

Most of my day was spent for work purposes. Needed to help my customer to arrange to repair his car as it got into an accident. Took a lot of time for this today. I bet my future wife is pissed with me, but i've got no choice. Hopefully i could make up to her on another occassion.

Prayer for the day:

Lord, i will like to thank you for the food that we are able to put on the table today. Also for guiding me to contact a long lost friend without thinking of my ego. I have found it in my heart to forgive those who have sinned against me. In addition, i would like to praise the lord for the guidance to his path. I will like to pray for my grandma's health.....she is getting old....pls lord take care of her. In your name,AMEN!

Today, i found myself waking up with a flu. Started with running nose....probably cough and sore throat is coming soon. Got another 5 days to finish my work before flying off to Indonesia.

Tommorrow, i am going for an insurance course, need to complete the requirement hours...or else i would be losing my license. Gosh...need to wake up earlier for it.

Just got back about 1/2 hour ago, had a quick bath and dinner and now bz blowing my nose......sigh.....hopefully it is only a normal flu!!

Something stranged happened today. My friend, Kent, introduced a customer to me to purchase a life insurance/medical card from me about 2 weeks ago. I did not make any calls to the customer. And today, he called me out of the blue to meet up and to present my products to him. I did that, but i did not do it whole-heartedly. Probably, i am just not interested to sell insurance for the time being. But, i do appreciate this particular potential customer in calling me to ask me for a presentation. How many customers do you know does that?

Before signing off with a prayer, i would like to thanx my brother for cheering me up today. He is probably gonna read this compliment as i told him to come to my page tommorrow. So, please make yourself free on saturday as we can meet up and enjoy our favourite pass time.....having teh tarik!!!

Our Father in heaven, may your name be honoured.May your kingdom come soon.May your will be done here on earth just as it is in heaven. Give us our food for today and forgive us of our sins as we forgive those who have sinned against us. Don't let us yield to temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. Lord thank you for the opportunities given to me today, thank you for keeping me bz as it helps me to keep my mind away from the issues that bothers me. I would like to pray for my ladyboss as she is not in good mood this couple of weeks. She is probably in stress and i do hope that o mighty one would guide her to find the right people to help her. Lord, i do hope that she remain calm and be strong and do not let her emotions get the best of her. Also, i would like to pray for my lovely future wife - for her good health and safe trip back home tommorrow as she will be driving back from her hometown in the morning. And lastly for myself, i would like to pray for good health and please let me recover from my flu asap. Thank you lord.AMEN.

Today, i was trying to write my blog on three occassions, however....the end product did not happen....until now. Came back from work at about 8.00 p.m., had dinner, had some rest and gone to the church. I burned some candles as a matter of respect to Mother Mary and prayed to her.

Again, i prayed for the miracle of good health as i do believe that we cannot take good health for granted. Furthermore, i do believe that having good health is a miracle.This is due to the fact that there are people out there who goes to gym regularly, non-smoker, non-alcoholic drinkers....some pass away at a young age.

I've got a very good friend, Jeff, passed away.... due to cancer. He was not a smoker, was not much a drinker and goes to gym 2 to 3 times a week.So, as i said earlier....never take your health for granted.....to have it, it is simply miraculous.

So, when i reached home, i lighted up a tealight candle and placed it on the altar. Again i prayed for the miracle of good health....free from all the deadly deceases which i can think of.....Cancer(lung, stomach,liver),HIV,...what else.....??I ask for the mighty one to answer my prayers....begged him to show me a sign that my prayers has been answered. Not long after that, my aunt from Canada called my house phone to talk to us. Wats the odds of that happening? Is there a connection to my prayers? Is this a sign??Only god knows, and i will just wait and see!

End Day Prayer:

Lord, for all the sins that i have committed on earth, i would not be like King Jeroboam a wicked king. Only will ask holy man to pray for him when he is in difficulty. For myself, i confess all the sins that i have committed, i will repent thus please forgive me and be merciful. Please do not penalize me, do not bring me to the test but deliver me from evil. King Jeroboam has faith in the praying man.He is lucky as the praying man in his days are prophets, where at the very instance that they pray, god will move things for them. I do hope that lord o mighty will answer my prayers as i pray to him consistently, persistently and patiently! I do hope that i will find a powerful praying man to help me to pray for good health!Amen!

Today has been quite comforting, god has given me some peace in my heart. Furthermore.....i got a raise today.....pretty darn happy about it(who won't yeah??). At least i got a little bit more of disposable income!!

To tell you guys the truth, i have been a bit lazy at work, maybe got too many things on my mind....can't seem to get my head down and focus! However, i am sure to be focusing from tommorrow as if i don't, i will have too many things to do and i am worried that i won't be able to finish all my work by the time i am gone for my holiday on the 29th December. DESTINATION: INDONESIA.

Would be in Indonesia for my very good brother's wedding! Won't miss it for the world. From the 29th December 2005 to the 4th of January 2006, i do hope to update my blogs......hopefully i am able to find internet access there.

Had dinner at an Indian restaurant, rice with mixed vegetables plus fried chicken,fried fish, mutton curry and fried cuttlefish. The food here is simply darn good. RM 50 plus for 5 person is actually pretty cheap.Today i ate like a horse!!!

Took my family for shopping today @ Midvalley Megamall, my girlfriend is the biggest spender today, buying 4 pieces of clothing in not more than 45 minutes! I am glad that she is able to get that many clothing in one day as that is not usually the case.

To my very good brother and his lovely wife, Mr Shoaib and Ms Suhaida, thanx for the kind words....and do pray for me. I do love you guys.

As usual....i will end the day with a little prayer from the heart:

Jesus, my lord, thanx for the daily food,thanx for the safe journey and thanx for the raise that i've got today. Praise the lord for the smooth day that i had & a comforting one. I beg you, o mighty lord to be merciful and i pray to you for good health for my girlfriend, family and myself. I do hope that lord...you able to answer my prayers and giving me a sign that my prayers has been answered. Thank you once again. In your name.....AMEN!